Tough lovin’

• Novel
• Romance
• Self help
• Mystery

								
We arrived back and we both changed, as I walked out the door Lucas was greeting me with a disgusted look on his face, It made me sad to know that my boyfriend was starting to look at me badly. "Can we talk?" He said after a moment of silence and of course I said yes, desperate to know what he had to say. We entered his room, sitting on the bed not too far apart, and after a second of silence I talked knowing if I didn't he wouldn't either " Why'd you call me here?" "You know it sucks how my girlfriend rather hang out with my sister than me, Everyone's calling you a slut at school and I'm starting to think they're right...like look at what you wear"  I couldn't believe the words that escaped his lips "Lucas I do this as a comfort for myself, not others"   

I got up, heading for the door and before I could walk out he shut the door picked me up put me against the wall, wrapped my legs against his waist, and began kissing me roughly like it's something he'd always wanted.   "Wait. Lucas stop" I said not even recognizing him anymore, he knew I didn't like the idea of sex since I told him what happened the last time but he kept going  "Come on for Jesus' sake I'm your boyfriend"  he took off my pants roughly throwing them on the floor and throwing me on the bed, I tried pushing him off of me but he kept going. And when we were done he grabbed a beer out of his fridge as if nothing happened "Come on lighten up" He said my naked body shaking "I'm your boyfriend. Tell me you didn't want that" I grabbed my clothes off the floor not even heading to the bathroom to put them on, I wanted out so I left leaving him to drink away something he called happiness while I was in pain. As I walked down the hallway Roxanne was stopping me "Wow what the f*ck happened?" She wiped the tears off my face leading me to her room, closing the door behind us.

I sat there for minutes in silence before deciding to speak "He" I said hesitant " He raped me. I begged him to stop but he kept going and going and I cried but he told me I should enjoy it since I'm his girlfriend" Roxanne got off the bed with her fist balled up, slamming the door and I could hear her feet along the creaking floors and then Lucas door open so I got up and headed down the hall to see her over his body punching him constantly, Not giving him time to breathe " STOP" I said shaking "Sophie he raped you" "This isn't the way to do it" she looked at me and then back at Lucas and kept punching him over and over and something inside me snapped; it brought me back to when my dad used to beat my mom over drugs and the last time I'd seen my mom was after coming home from school to find her overdosed on the bathroom floor, Her wrist slit. "MOM, MOM" a voice inside me echoed I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, sitting in the tub panicking "SOPHIE" I heard Roxanne screaming repeatedly while hitting the door " I'll make him go just please come out. Please," she said her voice trembling, shaking as if she was sorry for what she allowed me to see... I unlocked the bathroom door and Roxane immediately hugged me and grabbed my hand leading me back to her room.



"We don't have to go to that party okay, let's just stay here with each other I promise I won't do a thing to you I swear" I nodded allowing Roxanne to wrap her arms around my naked body, the same one her brother had just destroyed
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