My thoughts about me

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I am a girl who experiences every moment of her life since childhood. Really don't know how to start but I have some blur memories of my childhood, even when I was around 5 or 6 years old. It was like a movie for me in which lead character was me and people around were my co -actor. Those days when I joined my school with my two elder brother and sister. It was a new world for me, like everyone, when they go out from their home for some purpose. Initially it was for me: go school, shout there, return home and do homework. I used to complete my homework just after reaching the home because it was like "if you done it you will get freedom". It was like a burdon. But infact it gave me a joy, that you have completed your today's task, now you can do that that you want. After completing this task I used to play with my team all members of it were my cousins, neighbour's children and all of them elder to me. Because little ones were not able to even walk properly.
 I grew up like this with same routine. And my tasks were also growing as me. Since childhood I want to be best in everything. Yes, in everything that I know a bit. In studies, in games, in dance, in drawing and in things that I knew that time. I was around 10 or 12 years old I created a another art was cooking. I laugh when I recall those days when I learnt a little cooking. I used to wait for chance when my mom is not around me because she knew what I can do. But one day in noon I got the chance and tried to make cupcakes for me and my brother, by following the YouTube's recipe. It was too terrible for my brother but for me it was like 'its your first attempt don't be worry you can cook well'. And you can understand. Afterall this story I want to tell you because no changes appear in me from then and now. Because at that time my attitude was not to give up in any condition and same today. I take it as a challenge for me and it boost my strength, you can say my capability. By the help of this I was topper of my class till 9th. Because in 10th I was at second position that I saw first time in my life at school level . If you are good in studies you can relate with my condition at that time. Insteed of crying I controlled myself and thought it as god's plan for my future. I thought god want to make me strong for future possibilities that I am going to face. If I am not able to face it, what I will do next. Afterall it is not last and most important exam of my life.
 I know that you are thinking about that I am taking only about my studies and school . But what I can do, I only have memories about them . Because I thought at that time that these are only my life. School , studies, exams, tests that's it . In spite of all the good qualities not only of a good student but also in every field that you can imagine for a school going girl who live in village of country like India. I have only stories all about my school, teachers, classmates and that fun I did that time. 
I can't explain my feelings that I felt when got 2nd position in a district level exam in 5th class got the first prize money. This kind of moments boosted my strength to do something great in life. After all these achievements there was a terror inside me. You can say my insecurities about my performance. I used to think it as a co incidence or anything except that it was my MEHNAT. It was not only one insecurity that I had that time but also felt insecure about a lot of my talents. In results of these I consider myself as a below average talented person or you can say student when I am in 12th class. I know it may be funny to you but for me as I have already mentioned I felt it very deeply. But that attitude of never give up is same or I think it increase . I usually think that I will do some great work and get such achievements that will give me a different recognition world wide. You can think it as a day dreaming or crazy thought but I think it is the power of my  thoughts that converted into this will and will get it soon.
 With this progress I hope I will achieve my goals
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