In another life time

This is from the boys perspective and I’m only 14 and I just want advice if it’s good? It’s an romance but it won’t let me say it’s a romance for some reason

• Fantasy

								
Alexander:

I walked out my front door I looked around at my surrounding’s and there Arabella was. Our eyes held contact. I zoned out for a minute. So many thoughts cross my mind. I have never felt so many emotions just staring into her eyes for the first time in ages.She never told me she was back. Why did she cut off all contact and not even explain why? What if she did not cut off contact? Do you think we would still be together,or would we still be gone our separate ways? People tell me I am supposed to act tuff because I am just a boy, but I cannot. God, I just really loved her, and she just cannot seem to see it. I do not understand her sometimes,why does she always try to push everyone away? Why does she try to push me away I do not want to be pushed away I want to be let in why won’t she let me in?


BACK TO REALITY:

I am patiently waiting in the car to leave for college,I have most classes with her which I cannot withheld the fact we will be in the same room all day after 6 months of no contact. (Which felt like forever) it is crazy how someone who is meant so much too u is now a stranger to you. Arabella knows me more than anyone. Nobody else knows me nobody tries to know me. I sit down in the classrooom not only to find out I am sat next to Arabella.I think to myself ‘maybe I should try talk to her.’ But I do not I am to nervous to speak to her again. Like, what would I say? Thing is I do not know what if I end up saying something stupid because when I’m around her I cannot think straight I can only think about how beautiful she is. Wow, if only you could see her right now her mesmerising blue eyes hard to take my eyes of easy to fall deep into them.


The teacher asked us to talk to the person next to us about the word and no word was uttered we just sat there in complete silence.We used to talk loads how could it go from that to this like I do not understand what happened she never told me she cut off all the contact like why? 

Then suddenly this boy walks into the class room and her eyes are fixed onto him almost as if there’s something going on between them. His names Jackson He is so much better than me he works out and all sorts and I’m just plain and simple so of course she would go the most good looking boy in our year. Why can’t I move on, and she has? It’s extremely annoying to see someone you love stare at another person like there in love. I know that look it is the way she used to look at me..

Does she still love me deep down in her heart? Or do you think she is trying to make me jealous? Cause it’s quite clearly working.

I mean who would not be jealous… Come on she is the best looking girl in my year and the nicest every other girl is just horrible to me. Arabella a different she is too kind, and I mean too kind no matter what anyone says she would never say one mean thing to anyone, but it means people take advantage off her kindness and she does not deserve that. Arabella deserves the world and sadly I am not the world so I cannot give that too her if I could I would.

Everyone thinks Arabella’s a horrible person,but she is not they just do not know her like I do. She is extremely smart,energic,talkative,funny/and clumsy (in a good way of course) but most of all she is the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on. I could never in a million years have anything bad to say about her. How could I?
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